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Created on 2007-04-18 04:11:32 (#12754742), last updated 2008-01-13
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Basic Info| Name: | yetsomehow.wesuffer |
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| Website: | The Myspace |
BioPlease note: This is my ED journal ONLY. I have very few posts about other things. So, if you think you know me from another life and want to add me, just ask me for my myspace. That's my "normal" life. That being said, my ED is at least as big of a part of my life as my "normal" life.
You cannot teach self-hatred like this. I must have been born this way. I do not deserve to be this thin. Fat in a thin. That's me. I'm 21. That's a good age. No matter what age I am, I'm always wasting it with a fucking ed. Sweet n Low is my favorite no cal sweetener. I always feel bonded by other saccharin heads. I alphabetized my interests even though I know LJ automatisch-ally does it. I love people who try to hide their problems...when their problems are like mine...and I know it...and it's like a secret bond. I have no gag reflex or I'd be an actual bulimic. I am not great at fasting or I'd be an actual anorexic. Instead I'm somewhere in between...and a real COE...eating and exercise.
You cannot teach self-hatred like this. I must have been born this way. I do not deserve to be this thin. Fat in a thin. That's me. I'm 21. That's a good age. No matter what age I am, I'm always wasting it with a fucking ed. Sweet n Low is my favorite no cal sweetener. I always feel bonded by other saccharin heads. I alphabetized my interests even though I know LJ automatisch-ally does it. I love people who try to hide their problems...when their problems are like mine...and I know it...and it's like a secret bond. I have no gag reflex or I'd be an actual bulimic. I am not great at fasting or I'd be an actual anorexic. Instead I'm somewhere in between...and a real COE...eating and exercise.
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abandoned houses, abandonment, addiction, alphabetizing, anti-freeze, artists, azn, beach, being a cheap date, berating, bones and blood vessels, bright eyes, bux, carving, cheap stuff, clean laundry, cocktails, coe-eating and exercise, coffee, copic, corporate takeover, corsetry, criticizing, cursive, dancing, dark, decadence, decay, dentists, deserts and desserts, downtown, ebay, echo park, erotica, erotokritos, fawns, film, fondle, gardens, getting shit done, ghettofab, glitter limes, graphix, great gatsby, green apples, guns, hauntings, hiding, hollowed and hallowed, hotpants, infatuation, kitsch, klonopin, light, limewire, linguistics, living in the past, lolita, los angeles, love, mate`, melancholia, modeling, music, märchen von grimm, new mexico, obey, obsessive compulsive, ocean, old flames, opium dens, oral sex, orthodontia, ossuaries, oxford english, oxytocin, peoplewhodon'ttrytofixme, photographers, power, prismacolor, proper grammar and punctuation, quixotism, razorblade, red things, rives bfk, rockshows, saccharin, schmetterlinge, self-flagellation, self-injury, serifs, speakeasy, spelling bee, sweetnlow, tabloids, teatime, those brooding young men, too much sleep, tsumori chisato, urban decay, versinthe, voluntary pain, wax, work, working out, x--the letter, yoga.
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